I didn't say you did that on purpose.
But I didn't either.
And I was being extremely careful and patient with a car that was slower than me and I didn't force any moves or overtakes against you for 3 laps.
The only time I tried to overtake you, was at the main straight at the end of lap 7 / start of lap 8, when you made a mistake on the last corner.
I overtook you from the outside, nice and clean, without any contacts or anything.
You decided to fight and take your place back - which is ok, of course - but you did that by braking too late for T1 and going over the internal kerb (out of the track limits) and you even hit the wall at the end...
And what did I do?
I just braked and moved away to let you go.
Can you imagine what would've happened to me if I took my normal racing line?
You would have hit me and destroyed my race.
So, I was being careful, nice and clean all of the time.
You were not.
And that would've been a big risk even if you were on a good technical condition, but you said yourself you were having graphic lags and that was affecting your gameplay and your driving - THAT causes danger to other drivers and you (or anyone else) should have NOT raced in those conditions (especially at Monaco), in the very first place.
You took the risk of having a 'dangerous race' - for yourself and for others.
And the incident between us only happened because of you struggling to play the game and drive your car.
I did not 'hit you'.
I was on the left and letting you go on the right.
But on the very last moment (a little before the braking point for T2), you moved from right to left - you moved right in front of me, on my line - and you braked right away.
I tried to move from left to right, to avoid you and avoid a collision, a bump or any kinds of incidents - but sadly, your move was unexpected to me (both the line changing on the very last second and the sudden brake) and there was nothing I could do to avoid the contact, no matter how hard I tried to.
And obviously, I didn't try to hit you, force you to the wall and have your front wing broken - that was really unfortunate and made the actual incident worse - but still NONE of that was my fault.
I tried everything to avoid ANY incidents between us for 3 laps, even being a lot faster than you.
You were the one struggling to drive - and I'm sorry to say, but you were the one with an erratic driving - just put the camera on your car and see how you were driving since lap 1 (where you had already caused a big crash and prejudiced other 2 drivers - Denis and Ste)... Or put the camera on my car since Lap 5 (when I met you on track) and see what I saw... I saw you taking weird racing lines, waving (zig zag), braking out of nowhere (wrong braking points), hitting the walls, etc... And I patiently gave you room and waited behind you, without forcing anything.
So, don't come here and say I wasn't careful and that I hit you and 'ruined your race'.
You did that yourself - I'm sorry.
The stewards can even penalize me if they want (they are loyal to doing their job and whatever they think it's right - I was penalized before, so if they think I'm to blame they will just do it - they will never 'protect me' because I'm one of the admins, if that's what you're suggesting).
But I would never agree with being penalized for this one.
Look at this:
- Some driver has technical issues and can't play the game and/or drive their car properly...
- Then they cause an incident...
- And people blame ME for it?!
That doesn't even make sense and THAT is really unfair, but whatever...
I already said all I wanted and presented all the 'evidence' in my defense (it's all on the replays files - mine and server's) - if I was doing any crazy stuff on track, I'd be the first one to apologize and admit it was my fault, but... that's not what happened.